梦幻的起点

sudden short post after a long long time

2011-10-14T17:47:00.001+08:00

no matter how much I wanted to act tough
in the end still fail
everything just fell apart

My Long past 22nd Birthday =P

2011-04-28T21:36:00.015+08:00

Hello guys! I m back to update on my own 22nd (old haizzz) Birthday
which was exactly a month ago!! (crazy late)
Well anyway
everything about my birthday started with a slight accident
at which at the wonderful morning of 27th March, Sunday
thief(or thieves) somehow manage to get into my house while all of us were sleeping
and taken some stuffs from the living room
losses were not great, though unfortunately my old crappy Compaq was among them
didn't lose much data as I already backed up my files few days before, luckily my hard disc still with me
Manage to get back most of our cards including IC and driving license thanks to a good-hearted auntie who found them and brought them back to us
And so let's take a look on my new asus laptop which the code actually confuses me so not gonna post up the model name
And so back to the main topic, my family brought me to some steamboat place that I forgot the name
The only thing i manage to remember was that it is at desa park city, under kay's cafe.
Anyway the food is so so, but I 'll show some photos anyway
And I manage to took this awesome photo(at least I think so =P)
This kid was simply adorable

Mine and brother's food =P

My chocolate mousse birthday cake

Next up is my celebration with my uni friend
Which fell on the exact date of my birthday 28th March
It was suppose to be a surprise party
which I realise due to some..err technical error
Anyway it was at Ole Ole Bali which is freaking expensive, luckily I dun hv to pay hahahaha
The food is not bad and the portion is quite large too =) Received an adidas sleeveless sports shirt from them =D
As always, since I'm a man of few words *ehem*, picture time!!

My Dinner)

Guess what, It's Chocolate Mousse again!! =D

My Birthday Card=)
My Adidas jersey :D

Group Photo ^^

Lastly were my old friends
Which brought me to errrr..Pedro (actually they brought me there because they have buy 1 free 1 for the main course =P)
It is a Mexican + Itallian Restaurant? I think so hahahaha
The food is good as well
And guess what, I got a Starbuck Tumbler from them =) which a self made err paper in it
Time to show off some photos again

me with my...3rd CHOCOLATE MOUSSE CAKE..hahahaha..oklar and ice cream topping
me with the girls
photos that apparently they like a lot, sadly since I was the photographer, me not in it =(
Group photos =)
Irish Coffee(with alcohol in it) which was given to me for free =)

And we randomly went to the mall after that for their warehouse sales
manage to get previous season Liverpool's way shirt at RM60 =)

Now to show off some of my presents
note: they are model kit, not toys =P

Thanks everyone =)
Tumbler

My infinite Justiceout of box

errr...guan gong
out of box
Everything

Ok guess that sums up my Birthday..I guess
Nomore promising this time..haha going on an hiatus again and hope to come back soon

SMile Always!! ^^

Back to Business

2011-03-01T23:09:00.015+08:00

Here comes my first post of the year!
Seriously, this is my first post since ages ago
There wasn't really anything happening in my life
Just a very normal life
Finally, my supposed to be very long holidays of 3 months are finished
Before going into my 3rd year of study ( actually it started yesterday)
Let'shave a brief recap on a little bit of some recent stuff (which can extend to as far as 2 months ago)

Well so,
On 1/1/11 at 1pm (yes, I decided to start this long post on the boring 1st of January), which was quite a good date and time
We had a small 5m gathering at de pastry, menjalara
We had the Hi-tea buffet there, which is RM15 per person
The food was not actually good
But then, seriously, how many times could u find a RM15 Hi-tea which allowed u to sit there and chat from 1-5pm
So overall it was still worth it, I guess
This gathering actually felt kinda strange
As the usual people who would turn up for the gathering can't make it
While people who normally did not appear manage to make themselves available
Here's a shot of the group picha of the day

Up next
It's gonna be a very mix up outing
Which is a gathering for those who came back for cny, for vivian who are leaving soon for australia, and for wai boon's birthday of cz =P
We had it around end of January at neway, One Utama
It was actually my 1st time singing k at night XD
Nth special, nth much to talk bout
So pics, anyone?

The Birthday Cake

Wai Boon singing Gee I think

Of course,
As the recap started from January all the way to March
There is no way that the Chinese New Year is gonna be left out!

Had a great 1 at Penang this time round
Though it still seemed to be the same as usual
The same dinner every year
The usual activities
Somehow it felt more fun
Perhaps I am getting older =P

Reunion Dinner

The usual BBQ night (not quite night yet)

The new puppy added to the family!

After coming back fr Penang, it was the time for the usual bai nian trip again!
This year the route was like a little short compare to normal as some of the parents were not free
And the thing worth mentioning was, this was the 1st time Hui Yee ever joined us on our bai nian trip!!
Oh and Nikolai as well, sorry for leaving u out XD
Last stop, as usual, was hui ling's house
Kim Hock was the big winner, with his super luck
Though was embrassed when he lost with 13 cards while playing cho dai di XD

After CNY, it was the time of farewell again
This time, it was the farewell party for Kar Ying and Kim Hock
Who by now, are having fun at the kangaroo land (yes, again)
It was at the KimchiHaru at Jaya One
Though why a bunch of kepong kia wanna go all the way there to have their dinner was beyond my comprehension =P
It was strange to not see Kim Hock again (at least for another half a year anyway)
As he was my primary/secondary schoolmate, collegemate and unimate=.= (and I thought there should be a limit to that, so hopefully not colleague as well haha)

And right after that, a few of us went straight to Jinjang to celebrate wei jie's bday
It took us sometimes to call him down to surprise him as he was quite sick that time (actually it was not quite us who manage to call him down, more like hau keat as he told yip weng to go home when yip weng told him to come down, how bias haha)
Well I am pretty sure that this is the 1st time he celebrated his birthday by the roadside =)

Right after them was Wei Hann's Farewell now
Still not quite sure where he going
Can't exactly remember, Scottland If I am not mistaken(haha sorry =P )
Had our dinner over at dragon-i at 1u, second round at somewhere in menjalara

And now was the final outing I had before my new sem start
Went to a certain Italian shop for lunch while dividing the chocolate pei yin send back to us (lots of thx =) )
Nth much to say here though we did a little shopping afterwards (confidential? Though I doubt there are many who read my blog =P)

Oh well that conclude this post i guess
There were actually alot more photos for all these events
I have already uploaded all in facebook, so feel free to check them out =)

So it is now a new semester
As usual
Determined to listen more in class
Try to update my blog as much as possible
Though whether these two can be achieved is still a myth
Already feel sleepy in class during the second day
Yawn~~~

哀叹

2010-12-03T22:26:00.004+08:00

为何会是这样
我并没有祈求过要特别好的成绩
但结果也太令人失望
原本是想拿回50%的奖学金
考完后这个念头已不见了的
但万万没想到连现有的20%都跑了

完全不知道到底发生了什么事
明明就是会做的
分数还好却不够高
是不打会做的
也不应该那么的低分

想清楚
或许真的要少许选错科
毕竟我真的是比较属于theory的人
当初放弃了物理
到底是不是明智的选择
而选择科系时
选了mechanical而不是chemical
又是不是正确的呢

当然
这些当初作出了这些决定
现在也是没得好反悔的了
后悔也是无补于事
明年新的一个开始
希望不会好像今年就是了
要加很多倍的努力去

辛苦，有意义

2010-12-01T22:04:00.015+08:00

上星期的星期五至日雪兰莪残障自立协会和美门残障关怀基金会为了配合2010国际残疾人日（OKU International Day/International Day of Disabled Person）在时代广场举办了一项三天的活动，当中的节目有游戏，义卖，艺人表演等的
在朋友的邀请下我以自愿摄影师的身份参加了最后一天的活动
由于最后一天会是最繁忙的，他们需要到多些人手
原本的我是兴致勃勃的想当个普通自愿者帮帮忙罢了
谁知志愿者够了，只需要摄影师
结果厚着脸皮答应了的我还despo到要拜托朋友带多一架dslr借我（还真幸运的，能找到一个拥有两架，还肯借我的，虽说那架机sot sot 的，不过总好过没有，真是非常感谢）
当天到了现场，才发现到原来需要多些摄影师的原因（自己猜的XD）是因为当天有轮椅游行活动/义跑
一共400多人（义工+约180名残障人士）参加了这项始于时代广场，一直到Pasar Seni的轻快铁站，再乘搭轻快铁到KLCC，再由那儿继续游行，走回起点的游行
着游行大约费时4小时（没记错的话）
当时无论是年轻的，老的，少的，男的，女的，不同种族的
大家都齐心地走完了这段路程

以下是当天拍的一些照
和其他人的照片比
好需要多加努力
献丑了

义工在为这位叔叔画上。。。。我也不知叫什么XD

淑雯（左，邀请我们的）和dennis（右，借我相机的XD）

RELA

ST. John

起跑！
路程中

向路过的司机筹款

向路边的这位先生筹款

经过Petaling Street

小孩也帮忙，向游客筹款

休息+午餐

等待轻快铁

所有参加游行的人

热心的帮助残障人士

帮忙维持交通

交警也在

不远了！

就快到了！

冲线？

从头到尾都一直拿着国旗游行的老伯

这次真是荣欣能够有份参与这项这么有意义的活动
所说是短短的几小时
也让我体验/见识到很多平时少见的东西
也发现到原来这社会上
还是有不少热心人士的XD

平时拍照都喜欢拍生活照
喜欢拍人们自然的一面的我
这次还真是受益不浅的
虽然摄影技术不是很好
也还缺乏经验
希望能有更多的机会让我派到更多的照
当然首先
前提是需要一架好的相机>.<

这次也是很好的机会运动下的XD
真的好像老了
哈哈
自从以前童军时以后好久没走那么长的路了
原来自己还蛮享受走路的（变态）
有人愿意和我去远足吗？呵呵

好了
就这么多
华语好像退步了，呵呵
看来需要写多一些
就此。。。停打？XP

开心就好！ =)

就几个字

2010-11-24T23:47:00.004+08:00

今天还真不错

开心的一天

难得的一次

希望会有更多这些日子

唯一的遗憾，没拍到照

这次

就这么长

呵呵

写爽罢了

短有短写

开心就好！ =)

放假咯！！

2010-11-16T23:01:00.003+08:00

考完了！考完了！考完了！
虽说是迟了5天
但还是要高喊一句考完了！！
不过说真的，这个学期真是忙到喘不过气来
真的是得空死不得空病（都不知道这句话是谁想出来的)
也因这缘故很久没更新这部落格了
学业上的功课接连不断
科目又难到要命
结果时间一点都不够用
不过转眼间这一切已成过去了！
现在的我有三个月的长假过=)
从某个角度上看，这个学期可以被当成是最后一个学期了
下个学期多过一半的同学就会转到澳洲去留学了
而自己本身在大学的整班朋友都回过去
下学期可说是重新来过吧？
呵呵

考完了后原本想要出去看看戏休息下之类的
哪知朋友们竟然要踢球=.=
结果踢到累累的回家
然后第二天却又跑去了打羽毛球
然后晚上就是bbq
原本是很向往这bbq的
可是主人家不懂得搞气氛
自己和一斑自己的朋友烧烤和谈天（其实他们真的不会bbq的，但不好意思插手>.<）
那班女的也不知为何回来
就是坐在那儿看戏看了整晚
结果自己也是很自己一半朋友在一旁聊天罢了
真是没什么意思的

这几天就是每天在家休息
打机，看书的
现在休息够了
我真的很想出去啊啊！
说起来好像也整半年没看过戏了
哪位得空的先生小姐们能带我出去吗？哈哈

这个假期，应该都不会出去打工的了
毕竟这应该是最后一次长假了
下个假期需要intern
然后再多一年工作人生就开始了
突然想起一些很久没做的爱好
希望能在这假期里在次开始
要好好地充分利用这次的假期
尽情的享受！！

大家，假期快乐！！

夜晚

2010-09-30T00:33:00.005+08:00

夜晚又降临了
从来没真正喜欢过夜晚
夜晚对我而言
是寂寞的
是忧愁的

夜晚
是多么的宁静
让那莫名的忧虑浮现出来
也象征着胡思乱想的逐渐接近

这些无理的现象
一到夜晚就彪出来
几天
几个星期
几个月
几年来从不间断过

---------------------------------------------

异常的喜欢在夜晚能与朋友们，家人们共聚
这是我解脱的方法
白天喜欢孤僻自己一人
晚上喜欢热热闹闹
这怪人就是我

白天的我喜欢独自一人
静静的观察一切
做自己喜欢做的事
虽然没人也并不会感到孤单

晚上一切静悄悄的
感到无故的寂寞
希望能与大家在一起
能感受到那不存在的安全感

我不喜欢夜晚
更不喜欢独自一个人
夜景固然美
但独自一人欣赏
也只是普通的一幅画罢了

夜深了还跑来这里说一大堆怪言怪语
真是该死的
与其想那么多，不如快去睡
大家别见怪
我
就是这么的一个怪人

唐突

2010-09-28T20:37:00.008+08:00

就这样扑了出去
心也顺畅了很多
虽然是突然了些
虽然是没什么规划的
但
无论是对是错
能肯定的是
这不会是个会后悔的决定

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

渐渐的
好像变回当初的独行狼
变回以往的自己
虽然不知是好是坏
但无论是什么原因也好
希望不会持久

Monash Annual Ball 2010: Premiere

2010-09-19T00:51:00.007+08:00

Oh it is the time of the year again
Here come the cliche which sounds like
Time really flies
So, something different this year
The event was held at one world hotel (whoa finally, someplace near XD) instead of sunway hotel like the previous year
This place felt much nicer than sunway (personal thought)
The food while not fantastic, was certainly better

Overall, the ball was great
like the violinist that perform while they having break between events
(He actually plays plenty of musics of songs that i like, and was pretty good too =))
All the nominees for Mr and Mrs Monash were gorgeous (tho there are 2 that i totally do not fancy)
The events..well they are good, but it seems that people were more interested in taking their own gorgeous look rather than watching XD

Kinda regret not taking my own photo before going to the ball, oh well
Didn't take much photo either during the ball, guess I am just not in the mood
If ya wanna check out some of the ball's photo u can always browse through them anytime in my facebook
Oh, here's a photo of us with Mr and Mrs Monash

After party - the library
Went there late due to some circumstances
A lot of them are already pretty high when they reach there
And of cz not ignoring the drunks =P
Plenty were dancing and singing in the pub(high or drunk, they are the same)

Had a pretty good night
Great job to the committee's hard work
Well will end my post here I guess
Hope I will update the blog again soon =)

30小时的饥饿

2010-08-23T22:21:00.029+08:00

飢餓30營2010年 - 为孩子打造无贫城市, Light Up Their Life !
这就是今年饥饿30的口号
由世界宣明会，HELP university 和新洲日报联办的飢餓30營
今年已是第13届了
也是我参加的第二届
第二次的参加，感觉还蛮不同的
这次由于某些原因
并没参加到monash的，而是加入了kenzo的DIY营

第一天
Mutiara Complex

到了这里
发现都是一大班不认识的人，
真正认识的其实只有惠慈一人
但也还不错，
因这样认识了不少的新朋友，重点还有这里是以华语为主的XD
这两位是其中两位最早认识的朋友，
伟诗和淑雯（其实是他们认出我是kb的学生XD)

伟诗，我和淑雯

当天的活动还算是不错，不过感觉上这次的饥饿挑战一，这个叫我们睡街边的游戏（不知道什么名-_-"）与上次灾民的相比比较乱，也没那么好玩（个人想法）。
当然，那游戏也让我留下印象深刻的事物，也就是以下的“包租婆”，lady Gaga 和如花，他们都是游戏中的角色。早就对crossdressing（知道华语是什么的话请告诉我>.<）麻木了的我（实在是太多人做这类事了），还是被他们的“美”逗得笑出来了。

包租婆，lady Gaga 和如花

差点忘了介绍，这就是两位营长之一，kenzo，而另一位就是刚才的lady gaga, alicia

Kenzo

在饥饿挑战一中，我们第11组虽说有一个跛脚的（就是在下，paiseh呵呵），一个是不是都被捉进监牢，令一个直接不见踪影，但还是出奇的取得了第二名

第十一组

还有我们的小小组长

当然除了这以外还有别的活动，如饥饿挑战二，魔术表演的等等，还有不能少的waka waka 舞蹈，这舞其实还蛮好跳的噢X)。

饥饿挑战二

跳waka waka

五月天=.="

第二天
Stadium Putra，Bukit Jalil

如往常的，第二天就是倒数活动
虽然倒数活动是中午12时到4时
我们这些kiasu一分子为了得到摇滚区在早上8时就抵达了
大约4小时的等待后，倒数活动终于开始了
当天和去年一样的遇到了风仔和半糖女孩，
还有之前没有参加过的huey shyan
最后要提的就是没遇到的，放我们飞机的人>.<

当场的气氛和舞台，相机不是很好，拍到一团黑

当晚的艺人有：贾森，Jeff陈浩然，，Royce陈志康，颜薇恩，尹汇雰，William李威延，菲比，Roshan，王菁忆，Gary叶俊岑，罗忆诗，T4C，Juwita， Danell 李桀汉，易桀齐，张智成，Deborah，Francissca Peter，梁静茹和张栋梁（饥饿30爱心大使）

以下的照片都是由我们营地的摄影师拍的（boh bian 我的相机不好），大家自己认认那些艺人吧=P

以下是自己录下的短短的片段，真的很短（memory stick没位了>.<），而且手不是捉得很稳。。哈哈

喊下喊下，4个小时也过去了
我们每一人如往常的得到了V-soy一瓶，然后还有一块面包

我的“Break Fast”大餐

喝！

30小时的饥饿就这样过了
今年本地一共有130个DIY营，一共有14000名饥饿勇士
而最创纪录的事我们一共筹到了115万令吉！！（1.15million是115万吧？？哈哈！）
真心希望我们这些捐款能帮助到有需要的人

第二次的参加
并没让我得到任何特别的新的启发
许多事在现实生活中也都有注意到
还是那几句
珍惜自己所有的一切
要懂得知足
当然，最后还是多了一个决心
就是希望自己以后打工后能助养一些儿童
现在其实已有这想法
但仔细想后，自己都养不活自己，没资格去助养他人
所以希望以后能做到

另一件就是
虽说倒数活动，就是拿来庆祝的
但在所谓的“开斋”后把场地弄得乱七八糟
让义工们去打扫
那么我们这些所谓的饥饿勇士
真的有通过这营会领悟到什么吗？
这就是我们应该做的？
这或许值得想想吧？（也是个人意见，胡言乱语别在意=P）

衷心的为所有贫困，挨饿的孩子们祈祷
希望他们能有更好的生活

在此要鼓励大家多多参与此类的活动
希望明年的饥饿30营会有更多人参与
能凑得到更多的钱

=)

ps: 补充下，突然发现自己蛮久没有参加任何活动是以华语为主要语言的了
要是大家有什么活动
请别忘了邀请我噢=P

YUI-Please stay with me

2010-08-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

Romanji Lyric

soba ni ite kureru, jounetsu no sukima de sotto
yasuragi wa itsumo higeki no saki ni mienaku naru

chiisaku naru ai no kakera wo hiroi atsumete wa
hitotsu futatsu kasanete iru no

aitai to tada negau dake de
konna ni mo namida afureru kara my love
yozora ni ukabeta tame iki ga koboreru
Please Stay With Me

koraeteru keredo sokke naku naranai de ne
kotoba tte itsu kara shinjitsu ni kawaru kara

puraido sainou kikoenai yume no mama owarenai
hitotsu futatsu toki akashite yo

aitai to ieba mata kurishimete shimau
namida afureru no ni my love
sure chigau tabi ni itoshiku natte yuku
Please Stay With Me

motto shiritai anata no koe ga kikitai
nakitaku natte tomadou tte yowai yo ne?

aitai to tada negau dake de
konna ni mo namida afureru kara my love
yozora ni ukabeta tame iki ga koboreru
Please Stay With Me

aitai to ieba mata kurushimete shimau
namida afureru no ni my love
sure chigau tabi ni itoshikunatte yuku
Please Stay With Me

Translation Lyric

Will you stay by my side? Quietly though a crack, the passion (disappears)
Always become unable to recognize the calm before the storm

Again and again (I) gather the little fragments of love
Piling them up piece by piece

I just simply long to see you,
and my tears overflow so much because of this… my love
(My) sighs spill out and float up into the night sky
Please Stay With Me

Though I am enduring it, please don’t ever treat me coldly
because words will one day become reality

The first thing, second thing that will not end as just a dream that cannot hear pride or talent,
please reveal it to me

If I say I want to meet you, will it cause (you) pain again?
Even though my tears overflow (because of you)… my love
While we pass each other by, you become more dear to me
Please Stay With Me

I want to know more
I want to hear your voice
I start wanting to cry and feel lost
I am weak aren’t I?

I just simply long to see you
and my tears overflow so much because of this… my love
(My) sighs spill out and float up into the night sky
Please Stay With Me

If I say I want to meet you, will it cause (you) pain again?
Even though my tears overflow, my love
While we pass each other by, you become more dear to me
Please Stay With Me

original: yuistalker lyric, retranslated

All the lyrics were taken from jpopasia.com, feel free to visit the site for more song =)
This is a song that I am quite into recently
So I shall share it here
Hope that all of the you enjoy it =)

Slight Misfortune

2010-07-30T23:51:00.004+08:00

So this is the current state of my leg
Look nice? hahahah
Sprained my ligament playing badminton 2 days ago
And I was not even jumping, just running
*sigh*
The only good thing was I was treated by a few girls on the spot HAHAHA
Massage and bandaged etc

Went uni today using tongkat
And realised that it is really inconvenient..haha
Not fun at all wei using it
My friend even suggested to me to use the wheelchair from MUSA
But my pride took over and refused it flatly..haha

Should be able to walk by next week
Hopefully I dun need tongkat anymore..haha
That's all for this time =P

无言

2010-07-16T14:41:00.004+08:00

自信心，
都在一夜间消失了
度过了一个不那么好的学期
课业不好
队友不好
几乎没什么顺利的
结局
也当然形成了一线
让一个糟糕的学期
画上了不好的结局
预期会好的，结果出来一团糟
不好的，依然是不好
追根究底
自己也并不是很努力，加上朋友的影响
当然结果也会是这样

下学期，绝对会更加努力
这次不会再乱来了
也不是信口开河的
是从新检讨自己
是时候要更自私些吗？
这些先别决定
我并不是圣人
自救都不行
何来的救人
不过能肯定的
就是我必须要比现在更努力
而自大，
或许也早早帮我种下了失败的果

新的学期
新的开始
新的我也必须出现

of bbq and photo taking and friends

2010-07-14T23:11:00.011+08:00

Let's have a late post today
I have a great day last Saturday at the supposingly 5M gathering
In the end the people who turn up...well....
are the people who usually turn up..haha
I won't exactly say that it is a class gathering since, only less than 1/3 of the people turn up?
Plus the spy in our class aka teo wei jie which attend our gathering more than his own class' lol

Anyway the barbeque was a great 1
Bought a lot of different kind of sausages from the advice of wai boon aka the organiser, who keep mentioning the word solid to us that even I was influenced lol
So with all the plenty solid sausages, we abandoned the usual chicken wing which took a long time to be..errr barbequed, which resulted in non-stop complain from my daugheter - vivian
Well those sausages are indeed SOLID
With the addition of cheese..wow I dun even know how to describe hehe
Anyway those girls was thinking that we never ate cheese b4 in our life cz of our excitement of it lol

These are the sausages and prawn ball with cheese, somehow look quite wrong, due to the good work of kh and hk, the two h & k XD, but they are seriously incredibly good lol

Oh ya wads left out was that we did the whole bbq under the condition of heavy rain
It was quite a refreshing experience, having everyone stuffed in to a small....err no idea wad it is called, a pondok? lol

After all the food we took plenty of group photos, which include 10 continuos shots where we count from 1 -10, and 5 continuos shots where we did up down left right and finally a ghost face, I shall post up the ghost face 1 here
Just realised that vivian...looked like a real ghost here hahahaha

After both hk and wb left for others' bday party, and since wj just a bought a new dslr recently, the canon 450D if not mistaken
We went over to vivian's place for a photo taking session lol
Crazy photo taking spree took place there
With wei jie taking out some of vivian's stuffed toys and request each girl to take photos with them lol
Talking bout this..somehow feel like posting up the photos of each girls with the stuffed toys, so here u goXD

TAKE NOTE: The photos were NOT taken by me, wj was the one who took them

Hmm so, do they look sweet? All old friends here, so no comment, I'll leave the comment to u readers XD

Ohya can't left out kh here, for some reason he was quite photogenic on that day

Well I shall end all the photos with the 1 I took with my daughter lol
Somehow I like this photo a lot,
On a side note here, note that I dye my hair once again XD
this time it is brighter and more visible than last time
No real reason in it, just wanna finish up the hair dye i bought last time
Ok enough babbling bout my hair, I am sure a lot of people already heard too much that they wanna vomit hahahaha

You know what, though time passed by really fast
Somehow I feel like time between us friends never really move on
Though most of us haven't seen each other for ages
We still crap with each other like old time,
all the teasing on each other
all the laughing
are still the same
It is as if we are still seeing each other everyday
There isn't a single awkward moment

Friends are really one of the most wonderful thing in this world
I really appreciate all the friendship that I have
& I really hope that they can be maintained until forever
No matter what, we should never really forget bout them
As they will always be there for us =)

Haha ok what's with me here
Getting all philosophical here all of a sudden
Out of character I would say hehe
Ok then time to end this blog
To other 5m students, hopefully can meet sum of u guys real soon
Take care all =)

The flying monkey ^0^

2010-06-30T19:22:00.012+08:00

Yahoooo...it has become quite a cliche for me to say that I haven't been updating my blog for a long time now,
So I guess I'll just skip that part..hehe (Oops, did i just said I haven't been updating?)
So does anyone miss me? =P
Been busy with all the assignments and exam
oh well the bloody final has finally ended
and now it is the world cup fever time!
But, the main purpose of this post is not about any of those
It is to blog about SkyTrex!

Oh yes, I went SkyTrex today with the 2nd year sem 1 engineering nerrrdss from Monash
The SkyTrex Adventure Park is located at the Taman Pertanian Malaysia at Shah Alam, and given my nature, of course I have absolute no idea on how to get there =P
The day started off with plenty of fun when we were left behind at the toll when we were lining up to pay the toll while everyone else just dashed off using touch n go/smartag, and the only car that noticed we were left behind and stop to wait for us, have no idea on how to get there as well, LOL!
So with a bit of luck and the help of GPS (ps : gps can sometimes help u to get lost too =P)
We finally manage to get there somehow

Below is a glimpse of the track posted on the SkyTrex website

This is the Little Adventure track, which...is for kid mostly lol

We went for the medium level Big Thrill, which supposingly reached as high as 17m

Of course, the posing before we start off with the challenge, spot any lenglui lengzai that u are interested in? I can intro anytime XD

The starting point for the Big Thrill, follow by other challenges that can be found

Took before walking on it =)

The zig-zag walk, and followed by..
Flying Fox! (can you actually see the ropes? lol the photo not so good)

errr...no idea wad this is called, pipe hopping?

The escape route if you can't take it anymore (looks just like my 1st obstacle though, but this 1 bring u straight to the ground)

And etc...lol
This is suppose to be the final track, where u walk from the bridge, and flying fox down from the rope at my right, and go down through the net (still wondering why did I took this angle instead of taking in the direction of the flying fox XD)

Most of us were able to finish the track in under an hour time, and I can really feel my weight and inadequate strength this time, guess it is time to start working out again. My stamina was just enough lol, no more energy after this.

After we finished the track, we have some time to walk around while waiting for others to complete the task, since we have 27 ppl going on the challenge >.< Here's the surrounding of the park, mind the photos aren't exactly good, the same to those that I posted above as I only have my small digital cam with me. If u aren't exactly interested in nature or...err photos u can actually skip this part XD

Oh well will only be posting a few, I bet u people get bored from watching so many photos =P
Hopefully next time I'll be able to challenge the Extreme Challenge. 22m above ground sound just absolutely cool

ps: I am actually scared of height, but somehow I dun feel a thing wondered if I've already overcome it haha

This reminds me though, this will absolutely a great place for us ex scout to gather aka 05/06 AJK for ex 20th Kepong scout, if any of u actually read this hahaha

That's all then
Hope all of you have a nice day
Cheers^^

Birthday Mum =)

2010-05-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

Oh my, have been missing for almost 2 months now
Been busy with lotsa stuff, warman, test etc
and facing some internet issues...
slow internet connection in uni at sunway, zero connection at home due to some complication, this situation has been continuing for more than a whole month now
Anyway the purpose of updating this blog is not to complain bout every stuff
Thx to my cousin for bringing his p1 over for a night
Allowing me to update my blog on this special day =)

It is the day of the year again
a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my mum!!
lotsa love for her =)

This year is a special one as her whole family came down to celebrate her birThday due to some special reason
Bought a not so special present for mom
As she is in need of 1
And father has been insisting that we gave her that=.=
So presenting the J105i

well isn't much of a phone though
but my mum dun need a too high tech phone anyway =P
that's what she said lol cz she wun know how to use

This is the cake that i bought

and mummy ^^

Well that's all for this time
gotta go back to my assignments and reports
Will try to update more frequently when I have a much better internet connection =P

Happy 21st Birthday!

2010-03-28T00:56:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to myself!
So I am finally legal now
Not that I care anyway hehe

Hope to have another nice year ahead
Hopefully will update this blog more frequently
Hope that I will get a gf soon *ehem*
Hope that everything will be much better =)

Will update on the celebration soon in a separate post
Stay tune =P!

农历新年快乐！（迟来的）

2010-02-19T19:44:00.011+08:00

终于舍得死回来这里了
choi
新年死死声的，讲过讲过
好了，废话短说
虽然说是过了几天，毕竟现在还是新年噢
祝大家新年快乐，虎年行大运！
那个过了的情人节。。就让它过去吧，呵呵
如往常一样，整个新年大部分的时间都是在槟城度过，节目也和往常一样的
唯一不一样的是今年我好像开始有些不同了，开始学会珍惜与家人的时间了（之前也有啦，没有那么多罢了=P）
另外不同的是我也染了头发，呵呵，不过自己染的，失败了，看不清楚颜色的=.=
所以其实也不值得一提，忘了他吧。。哈哈

团圆饭时大家的照片，菜肴和往常一样，没什么变化。。哈哈

今年去神庙拜神用了比往常的时间长得多，原因是白云山那么巧在念经，我们等他们念完经才回
有些庙给到我很强烈生意化的感觉
希望是错觉吧，最讨厌那些贪心的人利用宗教来赚钱了

白云山上乱拍的>.< 爸爸在某个庙在车上画的不知道什么咚咚

初三中午出奇的去吃了buffet
那buffet其实并不好吃，但当天确实很特别的
因为那天是我们一家人有史以来拍照拍到最多的一天>.<

全家福
我们一家人和外婆
我们可爱的外婆
一家人
我们五个孙
我和我的表姐，特地放了这张，因为难得的可以看到我头发少少的颜色。。呵呵

星期四，在前一天回到这里后和中学朋友们又展开了一年一度的拜年活动了
今年由于出国深造的关系，又再次少了一些人，不过也多了几张新面孔和我们去拜年
如往常一样到每一家都赌啊赌
最后一站，我们班长的家，也就是大家都想去的Valencia
她的爸爸很热情地又炒米粉，又炸鸡的招待我们
还让我们用他的 K 房，让我们大吵大闹一番，想起来还真是不好意思 XD
我们的神婆还说我们来到了club house，赌钱还有人唱歌给我们听 =P

很久不见的“女儿”班长爸爸准备的炒米粉和炸鸡
合照
 K 房

当晚我也是其中一个大输家，不过新年就算了，大家开心就好
新年，最重要的就是大家都能聚在一起，对吧
好了
新年篇就此结束了
再次祝大家农历新年快乐！

Video time~~ =)

2010-01-05T20:57:00.007+08:00

Frankly
Have nothing much to blog about
Nothing happening recently
Life goes on as usual
So as the title suggest
Just wanna share this 2 videos here
They are songs that I am really into recently
Without any sepcific reasons again of course
Love both songs a lot
Both are from Final Fantasy titles
The 1st 1 is quite an old 1 while the second 1 is a recent release
Too bad can't find purely the song for the second 1
Well hope u guys enjoy the video and the song^^

Final Fantasy VIII - Eyes On Me - Faye Wong

Final Fantasy XIII - Kimi ga Iru Kara (Because You're Here) - Sayuri Sugawara

On a side note
I finally got back my laptop
And they replace the battery for me too! =)
Hopefully this time it can last more than an hour
Gonna try it out soon :D
And the compulsory subject ie the LAN class finally coming to an end
My holidays gonna start officially
Yipeeee

Have a nice days

New Year 2nd Post

2010-01-01T21:27:00.004+08:00

A New Year
A New Skin for my blog
Or until i found a more suitable 1 anyway =P
Last year was certainly a blast
Time passes so fast that I barely noticed what happened for the whole year
The 1st year of my uni life was over just like that
Done plenty of stuff
Get to know plenty of new friends
Realises plenty of stuffs too
It wasn't a bad year
And certainly not one of the best though =P
Hopefully next year will improved much more =)

Now get to the main point
Went for a count down event yesterday night at Pavilion
Was invited by huici to join the flash mob dance
What surprises me the most was that I actually agree to go for it
And well of course
I dragged Kim Hock along =P
The stuff din actually go so well but I have fun, so that's what really matter
I think there is a video somewhere in Facebook, but i bet u can't find me even though u found the video
After all, I am just a "ke le fe" =P
For my 1st time ever new year count down trip at KL
Things doesn't go so badly
As expected, plenty of people there
Some "horse come" people running amok like gorilla
Plenty of foreigners too
And unexpectedly
I was not a sandwich on the trip home
It was so fortunate that the monorail and ktm so happen to be empty when we were waiting for it
Well no photos this time though
I din get to take any

Well that's all this time
Hopefully this year I will blog more compare to last year
Once again
HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!

01.01.2010

2010-01-01T02:13:00.002+08:00

Actually just wanna wish everyone
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Hope everyone has a blessed year ahead!!
Is super tired now
Will update more later
See ya guys!
Have a nice and fun year!

Buy this and buy that

2009-12-28T23:21:00.003+08:00

Ok here I am, finally back again
I guess no1 is expecting me to update regularly anymore right
It almost seems to be a miracle now for me to blog weekly =P
I knew that somehow this will caught up to me soon again
I knew that i will be getting lazier in blogging
That's why I am here again
To stop myself from stop blogging =)

Ok enough crapping
I am here to announce the further deterioration my financial state
First off, I originally planned to get a new pair of casual sports shoes, or sneakers since my old pair are already in a terrible condition.
But for some reason, I got myself a new football boots instead.==
Get this nice pair of boots for RM120

Total90 shoot II HG-E in black and red
Manage to score a goal on the 1st day i wear this boots too^^

Next up
About my series of unfortunate event
Well more like my series of careless event actually
My laptop was infected by a super serious virus
I am sure i mentioned this before
Just wanna rant on it, still beh song
Dun like losing all my old photos, dang it
Now my laptop once again did it again
Not virus this time though
A nice Christmas present for me
Woke up early in the morning to realised that my laptop was off
Can't switch it on no matter what
Luckily it was the fault of the power adapter
Sent it for repair, together with my stupid laptop, since the maximum battery life i managed to have is a mere 1 hour wtf, so might as well let them check it out since i can't use it
Then on the incident last week
I lost my handphone
Yupe
You heard me right
I lost my handphone
Due to my own stupidity and carelessness
Since I know that there is no way anyone is able to steal it from me
Between the time interval of the last time i used my phone and when i realised that my phone is lost
No stranger has come in contact with me
Heck I think no1 has ever come in contact with me
So all I did is DROPPED it somewhere
oh yes how brilliant of me
And so after lots of futile effort
I officially declared my phone MIA, and so the maxis sim card in it as well
So from now on I will be using my old digi number, no more maxis number
So please do contact me by my digi number only

Originally never plan to buy any new phone anytime soon
But this turn of event change my plan
Bought this new baby of mine recently
SE W995 in progressive Black

Yes
Another Sony Ericsson phone
I am a loyal SE user you know wtf
Quite satisfied with this phone though
Cost me quite alot too T_T
Took my ptptn money to buy it...hahaha
Not gonna buy any new phone in this few years anymore
I promised I am not gonna lost this phone
I am gonna treasured it
I am not going to spoil it

hopefully

On a side note
I kinda like 1u decoration for Christmas this year
I have no idea why
It seems to be a simple decoration yet it attracts me
And 2 photos on pyramid decoration, took them last night, not very nice photos though
My skill is still lacking

I guess that's all I am gonna update this time
see ya guys around^^

计划外的营会

2009-12-14T22:14:00.013+08:00

这本是上星期就应该写上了
不过这些区区小节，必太介意
呵呵
两个星期前的星期五和六到了增江南区华小
帮忙他们为五年级学生举办的激励营
说起来也满突然的
原本毫无打算的我
突然在星期四晚收到阿紫的电话（其实他星期三晚上已打过给我一起，不过当时没发现到电话响==，第二天又忘了打回去。。呵呵）
他的第一句话，就是“有兴趣当义工吗”
原来就是要我到这激励营帮忙
考虑到自己也是无所事事
也就一口气答应了

第二天一早到了那里
如往常一样，除了阿紫我还是第一个到的 = =
满多的老友都来帮忙的
不过都是一班ma lat lou =P
可笑的是除了阿紫
我们没一个是这里以前的学生

到了营会正式开始时又多了两位（还是三位？其实不清楚。。哈哈）阿紫以前的朋友帮忙
老师们都满亲切
当中最有趣的不多说自然就是陆老师
小学生们都害怕她
但她也带给学生很多欢笑

开始时原本每人选一组学生来带（大约10人）
我选了最靠近自己的那组
却给阿紫以脚踢走（因为那组有几个小妹妹满可爱，他要==，原来他有恋童症的。。哈哈哈=P)
结果到了一个令我满头痛的组
刚开始时的确没什么性情带领的
以为组员怪怪的，又不肯做任何东西
其他人也好像没什么动力似的
后来我也尽力了
敬爱是带动得到他们
但那组员还是在发怪
告到其他组员也不喜欢他>< 好在久了后他们习惯了还可以相处这就是我所带领的组，天鹅组=) 之后的活动还有带领他们煮晚餐=.=
我不想其他的组长
真的是带领罢了，让他们自己瞎搞
然后帮他们收尾=P
结果什么不好吃的他们就说是我煮的==
他们的咖喱鸡还搞到校长亲自下厨噢
其实很多组的咖喱鸡都好像有老师帮忙
呵呵
这下是他们所准备的
我们这些所谓的‘志愿者’有幸的吃到老师们所准备的晚餐
不需要吃那些小孩煮的。。呵呵（说真的，也不是那么不好吃啦，有些也蛮好的）
老师们煮的真的很丰富，很好吃
尤其是那碟卤猪肉，一级棒=p

吃到津津有味的我们

辛苦的老师们

晚上，就是营火会的时候了
还真的是第一次使用那么多的椅子起火
还烧了很多学生假期作业的答案纸XD
营火会，当然就少不了围着那堆火胡乱的起舞咯
哈哈
第二天的活动，有就是我们时常所谓的station game
那可是最后的活动哦
我掌管的，就要他们以十人表演出我要的器具才算过关
看到他们所摆出来的东西
还真够创意的XD
现在想起，当时还蛮好玩的哦
很想念班小孩=)
这里顺便提一提
我们的lychee兄弟，还真的满受欢迎的哦
迷死很多小妹妹哦
抢着和他拍照和那email。。哈哈
以下就是他和他三个组员
说真的
还实在是很久没有参加任何营会了
突然发现倒是应该认老了
才两天一夜
一回到家就已经要死不死的
直接就睡觉去了
这次还真的是不同的经验
毕竟不是时常接触到这么大班的小孩
学到了不少东西
以后有机会的话必定要再参加

好了，
看来就到这里吧
这里再放上两张
我们与老师的合照
还有一张全体照=)

~Broke~

2009-12-13T21:16:00.004+08:00

The irresponsible blogger is finally back..hehe
It has been more than 2 weeks now since I last blogged
Well actually i dun really have much to blog about too
Life is as usual
Class during holidays kinda sucks
Plus it is the bloody boring Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies

Spent alot during this holidays
First of all went paintball with bunch of Monash friends
Had a fine day while getting shot at some unexpected place =P
Here's the group photo of the day
I look damn nerdy here=.=
Another big spending, not counting those outing with friends
Is during the pc fair
Finally bought my new ext harddisc
Though it was kinda late as my laptop was infected by virus 1 week before i bought it
I wasn't in time to back up all my files
So i lost most of my photos and musics
Curse those sh virus creator
Gotta back up my files more frequently from now on
Anyway here's my new external harddisc, 500GB costing me RM300 with 5 yrs warranty
The paintball and the harddisc basically took all my salary from the 3 days roadshow i worked on
I am totally broke now

Went for a camp last week though
Was invited by wei jie as a facilitator
Will elaborate on it more in another post

For some reason i aren't really in any blogging mood
Just felt that i shouldn't abandon this blog for too long
Gotta blog more frequently before dust started to accumulate again =P

考完了！考完了！

2009-11-17T23:04:00.004+08:00

有好一段时间没来这儿了
大考终于考完了！（其实也过了好几天）
我大学生涯的第一年，也就这样过了
时间还过得蛮快的
我也就这样浪费了这几天，呵呵
考完后第一件事，去看了2012
我几个月来第一套电影噢。。哈哈
对我而言也只不过是另一部好电影
并没有其他人那样看完后那么的兴奋
看完了甚至还全场人拍手=.=

昨天，xavier的生日
到pyramid和他庆祝
唱k
由于不是很会唱英文歌
大部分时间都是坐着听罢了
呵呵

生日仔，拍得不是很好。。呵呵

错失了一个工作机会

到现在都还有少些后悔
算了
本来都没什么打算要工作的
假期打算拿的LAN课程
至今还没受到confirmation 的 email
希望有注册到吧
我不想要拖了

今天
一直以来想做的事
我终于搞定了
心情
出乎意料的
异常的轻松
那沉重的石头给我抛开了
特必要感谢下某人
帮了我很多

好了
就这么多吧
下次再写多些
大家假期愉快^^

心情超差

2009-11-09T18:42:00.001+08:00

今天的心情超不好的
考试不好
某些事情不顺利
坏事连连
倒霉透
忧郁这朋友又回来了
不知还可以撑到几时
就快发疯了
死了两张，没什么好怕的了
剩下的两张
放马过来吧！！

A new start, or perhaps an end =P

2009-10-26T21:32:00.007+08:00

Finally after a string of delay (intentionally =P)
I am now staying at my uncle house at Lagoon Perdana(Sunway or Subang or watever)
It is much nearer to the uni compared to my house
I can spend less on petrol
I don't have to drive so much
I can have much more spare time
& most importantly it is for free!
So now any1 who drop by Sunway can visit me anytime and ask me out yum cha anytime on weekday wtf like any1 would like to ajak me
So now presenting my not so much room well good enough to stay then enuff lo
All I need is a bed and a table well that's the only things that my room can fit anyway wtf

First up my bed, my wife no1 2 3 are missing here, left them at home wtf

my study table and my other stuff

My much anticipated green door ( apparently my uncle decided to make traffic light for the house, there are 3 rooms in this apartment and so red yellow green for each room and I have the pleasure to get the green 1 wtf)

another view of my room from outside

Final is just around the corner and I'll be staying here more often so that I can go the library for study *ehem * ehem*
Can't imagine how fast time flies
I am almost done with my 1st year in Monash now
Hopefully can do well in this final
Hopefully can get use to this place soon
Now back to study
ciao

*nerd mode*

Time's up

2009-10-18T16:40:00.003+08:00

I guess playtime is over now
Time to get serious
Ok, I should have get serious long time ago
It is kinda late now
But it is better to be late then never
Let's all work hard together!

multiple birthday post =P

2009-10-11T17:59:00.021+08:00

Have not been here for a long time now
Busy with all sort of things
So this is gonna be a long post, a long post by my standard anyway =)
I think i should call this a wishing post wtf
Or perhaps a picture post since i m goin to post a lot of photos
The whole thing will be on wishing ppl happy birthday
First off, realised that i forgot to wish two important friends Happy Birthday here in my blog 2 weeks ago
So here ''bou fan''..hahahah I know it is quite late now, but still
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to Hui Yee and Wei lun, whose bday falls on 28th and 29th Oct.
Sorry for I was quite busy that time

And the same goes to a freshie i know in monash, who so happen to be my errr...kai sai lou(due to some complication) whose bday is on 30th Oct, that hate to know the fact that she is 20 now wtf

she's so gonna kill me for posting her tomboy look

And now HAPPY BIRTHDAY to yue hui, whose bday was actually yday

Now to the one who celebrates her birhday today, kar ying. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you!
Went to the curve yday to celebrate her birthday yesterday
Had our dinner at the apartment, and went for drinks at the laundry.
Originally plan to have everything at the library, but plan always changes lol
Had a pretty good night
Hanging out with friends that haven seen ages
Getting to know new friends
Since there aren't much to talk bout here, will let the pictures tell the story again =)

At the apartment

The birthday girl

She likes the candles more than her cake =.=
Her bday card
Everyone there yesterday =)

The girls
Candle cup??
Me and Kar Ying (couple shirt wtf, coincidence la!)

Ah sien in the flower bed wtf

All of us trying to drink the...fire =P
The couple hap gen gao bui And the fake couple

Following is the process of flirting by our pro choon shen aka ah sien aka desmond. You can always ask him if you wanna know how, but watching tvb drama is actually adequate wtf.

Spotting two lonely ddd sitting there

He decided to take action ( a ghost there?)
Trying to get to know them, 1 of them apparently decided to ignore him
Getting embarased when the other girl still ignore him
Buying them drinks

And now more and more photos

the two ky's and Jessies's A-lvl's friens, new friend that get to know yday

The 20's (finally spotted abit of gold on my hair wtf, i doubt anyone notices it lol)

The 19's....(few hours to go b4 kar ying is 20)

At the laundry

End all the photos with hui yee acting cute =P
Well that's all i guess
It is not so long after all..hahaha not as long as i expected
Gotta go back to all the assignments
Sem ending soon and finals soon!
Gotta study hard!
Good luck and all the best to everyone!

2009-10-03T19:22:00.001+08:00

或许正如某人所说的
这是固执
这是执着
是时候把事情看开点
别想太多了

end of holidays

2009-10-03T15:41:00.005+08:00

So my 1 week mid sem break is drawing to an end now
Completion of all the work and assignments, not even 25% =.="
Damn I was more effective than that
Spent most of the time in uni doing electrical proj and preparing for the lab test
Resulted in the neglection of other assignments =(
Well at least I did spend time preparing for the structure test
Can't afford to screw it anymore
This is the proj that we have been so busy soldering
Well, don't really take much time, but feel quite proud when completed it lol

Well I guess that's all
Better get back to work now
1 more day left before the precious holidays end =(

Final Fantasy XIII

2009-09-30T21:26:00.005+08:00

Have been watching a lot of youtube video recently..
Came across this nice trailer, love the theme song alot
Enjoy^^

The Ball

2009-09-27T00:09:00.009+08:00

Went for the Monash Ball yesterday
Was originally planned to spray my hair blue
Unfortunately the saloon do not have the service , so plan abandonned =P
Borrowed a coat from my cousin's husband, but it is a bit oversize for me
I look huge lol, not nice =(
Sunway was full of ppl due to ppl coming for the ball and Arthur's Day
The food are so so
But the events are good
Aside from some small stuffs
Overall it was fun and nice
Too bad didn't get to take lotsa photos
Kinda regretted..haha
me on the way to the ball, took while having jam..lol

Photos taken with my friends at the ball

Like I said, didn't get to take a lot of photos as I do nt have a camera
So a few photos are all I am going to upload
Please view the rest from facebook =P

update^^

2009-09-20T22:20:00.007+08:00

Just trying to update a bit before going MIA agian =P
Went 1u yesterday to shop for some shirts before raya sales
And ohya, for the monash ball too
Walked there for few hours
In the end finally able to get the shirt and pants that i want
Anyway didn't take any photo on it
Btw
Thx to my kai mui, huici for accompanying me^^

Me & huici

On another note
Finally found the book that I have been hunting for a long time
For some reason I never have any luck finding the book
Finally saw it in popular yesterday and grabbed 1 for myself
Quite an old book, but I am happy =)
This is the book, just started on it, hopefully it is as good as everyone said it is

Went for futsal today
Met a lot of friends that haven seen for a long time
Had a nice and fun game
Have not have so much fun playing futsal/football for a long time
I guess that's all
Don't really write well today
All random stuff =P

nth important here

2009-09-17T18:48:00.002+08:00

Sudd feel like writing sth here
So here we go
Well few more days and my hectic life part 2 is going to start soon
Four assignments going to be given to us to be accomplished during the 1 week so-called mid-semester break
Better find a way to enjoy my raya break as much as I can
But of course, I can't neglect my study =)
Talking bout study, screw up big time in my structure test 2
Results of overconfidence I guess
Still amazed that I managed to totally messed up the tension and compression
Losing me quite a lot of marks
I guess there goes my HD for structure
Going to have lower aim for my finals
Oh ya finals timetable came out 2day
Hating the 10 days gap between material paper and electrical
Never fancy such a long gap between my exam
That's all this time
Cheers everyone ^^

Bridge

2009-09-15T19:23:00.005+08:00

Finally am here to update my blog again =)
Had been busy with the stupid bridge proj lately
Finally get done with it
It is not the best out there, in fact is one of the worst in the class
But it doesn't matter anymore since it is able to sustained the 20kg
A 2 cm deflection is a big 1
But well
At least it survived right ;)
Here's our bridge

It was wrecked by us right after the thing ended
Released tension XD
Anyway, just updating my blog to avoid it from being covered with dust (X
Will try to update more in the future
If i have more stuff to share anyway =)

复杂

2009-09-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

心情满复杂的
知道了后
到底自己是
开心
伤心
还是生气呢？
全部一起出现，rojak一般
快爆炸了
就这么多=P

纠正

2009-09-05T18:04:00.000+08:00

或许上一篇说得过分了些
毕竟我并不是你的谁
你也没必要理会我
不过那些还是我的想法
冷静想想后
或许
我也有些自私了点吧
我
还需要多点时间想想

发唠叨=P

2009-09-05T14:11:00.005+08:00

“不知道”

“不知道”

“不知道”

开始对这个答案感到厌倦了
为何每次都一定是这个答案？
当然到最后，你还是没答应过
无事不登三宝殿
需要到帮忙事就来找我
找完了就忘了我
我们找你时，就只能得到这个答案
真的开始在怀疑着
你有当过我们是朋友吗？在你眼中我们到底是什么？
现在的心理
真的是很矛盾
我是不是开始讨厌你了
我不知道
不过我知道
我已经死心了

转个开心点的话题吧，毕竟没有人会喜欢读一整天在发唠叨的人写的部落=P

今天终于考完了最后一张
忙碌的这个星期终于过去了
虽然过后陆续还会有别的事情要做
但现在终于可以轻松下来了
这两天有人要出去吗？
叫买我哦。。呵呵
周二的presentation不是很好，不过还过得去
周四的考试还蛮不错
今天的，是个笑话=.=

好了，大概就是那么多。。哈哈
祝所有人活得快乐^^

bad week

2009-08-29T20:42:00.003+08:00

Argghhh
What the hell happen to me for this whole week
Have been doing so many wrong things
Done badly for my test
And sorry guys for all the mistake i did for the project
Especially to Nizam, now u have to do everything in my stead
Really really sorry
I really do not know what have gotten to me
Haiz hope I won't mess up the upcoming presentation as well
Sorry guys

moody

2009-08-27T22:57:00.003+08:00

Today is kinda bad
Nothing seems to go right
Stuffs happen that make me seriously unhappy
Ok actually not just today, had been this way for a few days now
Hopefully things will improve soon

what exactly is friend?

2009-08-22T07:37:00.004+08:00

It had been a hectic week
Busy writing report
Doing calculation for the structure project
Barely able to hold together
At the same time of being busy
Feeling of frustration has been gushing out

Had been feeling that I am a failure as a friend
Most of the people nowadays don't seem to be able to find any topic/reason to look for me unless they want me to teach them something
Do I seem like a walking encyclopedia/a teacher to you?
Well I don't mean that I m not willing to teach anyone in their study
As a matter of fact I love to teach
But do people really think of me as their friend though
90% of the msg that i received ask me to teach them sth
And ppl who chat with me normally require me to look for them to start the chat
I hope ppl do realise that I am their friend
I am not only available when they need to know/ask sth
I am tired of such a life
I have been meaning to ask this
Am I really such a bad friend
Am I only good for asking question?
Do I treat people badly?

Well enough of the insane babbling
Just trying to write sth out, thats all
You ppl can ignore me
I guess i am just feeling..errr...duno:P
Time to get ready for the upcoming 30 hours famine camp =)
Gonna post more when I am free ^^

隐藏的，终究会出现？

2009-08-15T23:06:00.004+08:00

这种感觉隐藏了在心里某处几年了
还以为从此以后不会再浮现
还以为自己失去了这种。。本事
没想到
在毫无防备下
现在再次地出现了
又袭击了我
说真的
感觉。。还满怪的
脑袋的空间一直被占据着
做事无法集中
真的是烦死人了
不过，我说过
没希望的东西我是不做的
所以也没期望什么
只希望能专心做我的事

not happy, seriously not

2009-08-15T08:13:00.003+08:00

Waked up early in the morning
And was well...hmm not so excitedly prepare for the football
Just to found out that the game has been canceled
Called wb and told me he was sick
wtf is with him, he was sick yday and he dun even bother to tell us that the game is canceled
Depriving me of how little sleep that i can have
I am not one to be able to sleep for a long time, mind you
As mentioned in a few post ago
But I still have to wake up early for the game
Just to get a SORRY from him for forgetting to inform me that the game is off
Ok i know he is not well and all, and well...we KNOW him
But this is a bit too irresponsible
Luckily i sms-ed kh and he does not have to suffer the same fate
My guess is that he is still at house =p
Is seriously damn pissed now
Feeling like swearing for the whole street to listen
The only good thing is that it made me forgot another problems that i had

-period-

Break down??

2009-08-10T21:58:00.005+08:00

Human emotion is a funny thing
You can feel so much in the same time
Yet at the same time
You felt nothing
Ok what the hell am I crapping here
Actually even I myself is unsure
I am feeling quite complicated now
So many things are going through my mind that I feel like I am going mad soon
Tmr is my structure test 1
But my mind is just not at it at all
Can't get any of those stuffs off my mind
Hopefully can do well tmr
Just can't put my mind in it
Well better get back to studying
Hopefully can concentrate enough
Good luck and all the best
To myself

update update update

2009-08-09T00:26:00.003+08:00

Finally managed to grab a win
Err well two wins to be more precisely
In like a few months time? lol
4-0 and 1-0
Played diff team for each half, so counted as two wins la..haha
Actually I didn't really play well today, in fact i played pretty badly
But others were good, so finally we won =)
Running out of breath pretty fast after a week of sickness
The stupid mucous ran into my lung again
But I am all well now ^^

Have been quite busy for the past week
Feel like my timetable is too packed
It is kinda good if compared to some other people
So i shouldn't be mourning here
Well just that I can't get used to it, yet
That's all

Dislike writing reports for material lab
Not like I have any choice though lol
Electrical tutor is a total disaster
I can't take the way he speak(he can't even express himself properly)
I can't take the way he teach
I just can't stand anything of him
And thus resulted in my disastrous Thurs morn lab
Was totally pissed off and was thinking of just ran off from the scene and left the practical as it is
But well being a responsible person as I am *eherm eherm*
I miraculously remained in the lab until the lab ended, even though I didn't complete the whole thing, not enough time etc
Luckily everything after that was kinda good and happy
So i was able to put all the stuff at the back of my mind and continue to enjoy my life
Not gonna let him spoil my day

Nothing else particularly interesting happen in my life though
So just gonna get on with the life
structural test coming up next
1st test of the sem
Have to do well for it
Work hard and all the best to everyone!!

Another topic-less post

2009-08-04T21:59:00.003+08:00

I have so much that I wanna say
So much that I wanna tell
Yet do not know how
Just let it be

sleep, rest, dream

2009-08-02T22:33:00.006+08:00

Just wanna rant on my sleeping problem
Aren't exactly something new, as most of you already know this
I just simply love to sleep, aren't it the same for most of you?^^
Well the problem here is that i never get to sleep as much as i want
Don't seem to be able to fall asleep easily (well that's common too)
And always wake up almost the same time the next day
From 7 sth to 9am, but usually around 8am
No matter what time i slept the day before( or rather in the morning, if it is past 12=P)
I seemed to wake up at around those time
Ok i see certain advantage here, i have plenty of times a day to do plenty of stuffs
I rarely overslept so no fear of being late (ok mayb i'll still be late sometimes)
But there are times that i seriously just wanna like others, sleep untill 10 or 11 or even straight till noon
Even if i m extremely exhausted/after i had my medicine due to sickness
I m still unable to get any good sleep
The latest i managed is to wake up around 10
During holidays when i watch anime/drama until 4 or 5am
Well if i found myself waking up at 8, i think i might turn mad
Things have its pros and cons
And i know waking up early are not necessarily a bad thing
And maybe all this aren't as big deal as i thought ~~as there might be plenty of ppl out there expeiriencing the same thing~~
These are just my thought
Since there are times i really hope to spent my whole day on the bed
never waking up=)
On another thought, i seemed to be able to sleep quite easily in the afternoon
But just a nap, wake up quite fast too..just a short 1
Perhaps it is due to fatigue
Or i m just simply more suitable to be an owl =P

Talking bout sleep
People always tend to say that u dun dream when u sleep the most sound/deep
i seemed to have plenty of dreams though
does that means i dun sleep well?
nah just some random stuff, i guess thats the same to everyone isn't it
mayb we just dun have as much dreams as we thought we had during we sleep
Well anyway
Hope everyone out there has a nice day
And a nice sleep too=)

Topic- less

2009-08-01T21:19:00.006+08:00

tonnes of works to do
but dun really know how to do
wasted the whole day here playing games
really wanna start to do some work
really wanna do a bit of revision
yet do not have the determination to do it =P
crazy of my mass effect, travelling planet sure is fun
made me wonder how wonderful a human's brain is
it took quite a mind to be able to come up with the whole concept and design of that game
ok maybe not 1 mind but a group of
but still,
simply brilliant :)
started dragonica due to CF
not so bad, but not addicted yet either =)

on another note
this afternoon was really terrifying
while having my short nap
dream of someone strangling me
after i woke up
still feeling as if someone was strangling me
unable to move my hand as if someone was holding it
unable to breath, scream out
was free after a while though
mom told me it was just a normal phenomenon due to the heat
well it was my 1st time, so i was really terrified
really thought i was a goner for a second
ppl always say that u will think of the person that u like the most when you are about to die (or mayb tv drama say so, but who cares =P)
guess who was on my thought at that moment
well
no one in particular =P
was too busy looking for a way/trying desperately to free myself of wadever it was
where got time to think of any1 wo
i nvr give up hope you see
or mayb i m just not quite dead yet=P

约定

2009-07-28T22:39:00.004+08:00

答应了的事
没办到
约好了
没做到

说真的
很不喜欢这个感觉
仿佛像是背叛了你
只不过一些小事
却没实现承诺
而你得到的
好像不是很好

当然
一直以来都不喜欢毁约的=(

或许
我开始对你有不同的看待
在乎你的想法
在乎你对我的看法
在乎你的心情

不过
是不是这样
自己也不知道
有可能是想太多

虽然你说
不介意
没关系
我也相信
你的想法是真的这样
但那股内疚感依然存在
自己无法放开
仿佛做了一件坏事

以后会尽量实现答应过任何人的事物
任何的约定
如果我忘了/没做到
大家
请痛骂我一顿=)
要打我也可以
不过别打脸噢=P

Revived?=D

2009-07-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

yea i know, my blog has been neglected for a time now
even though there seems to be alot of stuff to blog
but i just don't seem to feel like blogging them
but here i m again=)
Well the new sem started today
the 2 weeks of holidays plus the 1 week orientation sure ended fast
i cant even really feel them=P
anyway
new sem is the weird 1
no yao huang to talk to
no edwin for me to tease
no miss chua errr...to laugh at?lol
It just doesn't feel right without these ppl chatting and laughing with us
It's like part of the life is gone? lol this is abit exaggerated
but then that's kinda how to describe it
well anyawy life goes on
this kinda remind me of a song haha
lectures look nice, let's hope i don't slack off half way like last sem
promised myself to do my best this sem=)
update again some other times
hope all of you have a great time^^

Another video

2009-07-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

Found this video and like it
so think of sharing it here with you all
hope you like it=)

Overrated??

2009-07-05T23:42:00.006+08:00

Finally watched the long awaited movie
Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen
Perhaps because of the excitement about it
And everyone keep saying it is a VERY nice movie
It is one of the best movie
Perhaps my expectation for the movie was heightened by all the opinion
In the end, i was kinda disappointed with it
Feel that it is kinda overrated by everyone (not from the critics, mind you, seems that the movie dun receive good review as well)
Well if you watch the movie just for its actions, it is the movie for you
Otherwise, not really nice
At least for me anyway, sorry to all the transformers lover out there
Just being honest to my heart=P
But then
Man, Megan Fox is hot! lol
Okla don't really have big boobs but still hot=P

近况简报

2009-07-05T23:20:00.004+08:00

好久没来这里更新了
整个星期。。忙着假期
呵呵
到云顶玩了两天，玩得蛮开心的
不过美中不足，玩到头晕，后半段暂停，gg掉了=.=
回家时多灾多难。。哈哈。。
好像形容得很夸张
其他的几天不是和和朋友出去
就是在家打机，看戏
生活似乎很充实，但比较像是无所事事吧
不想工作，想借这次短暂的假期休息
假期见了满多很久没见的朋友
那天喝茶，也谈会了满多的往事
想一想，当时中学的确过得很精彩
现在的生活也不错，但是就好像没当时的那种刺激感。。哈哈

最近迷上了转蛋蛋
希望能快点收手
不然钱包就会空空了=.=

Holidays =)

2009-06-27T21:47:00.006+08:00

Was suppose to blog this yday or the day before
since the finals ended on thurs
Finally! HOLIDAYS!!
There are so many things that I wanna do for the holidays
yet don't know whether i will have enough time to do all of them ornt:P
Right after the last paper, the physic paper
went to pyramid with a few of my uni friends and lepak there
didn't do anything much, so there are really nth to talk about here..hehe
yesterday night was the night!
Went for yumcha at the usual place, spicy for a...well
as suggested by the album posted by khai yaan in facebook
Hau Keat Farewell + Birthdays celebration + Mini 3s Gathering
Have quite a lot of fun there
some of them haven seen for ages...rare moment for a little get together
It was suppose to be hau keat's farewell, but we had a small birthday celebration for jing ling and vivian, it was kinda late, as their birthday was a few days ago, but still..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to you girls =P

Jing Ling and Vivian,the birthday girls

err..the supposingly fruit cake..hahaha mamak version as stated by someone=P

Now for the one leaving, we made him a calendar ( okla hui yee made it we gave her the quote/wishing only, gotta give her credit=P ) featuring his photos from a few yrs ago till now, and all of our whishes to him. It is a calendar till 2013, so he can use until he graduate^^.
We also bought him a watch ( chosen by jing ling....err..approved by jessie, even though not really necessary=P)

Me and Hau Keat who has left for Sarawak this morning, okla Sarawak is quite near, but still need to take plane ma ;P

hmm most of us who went yday night, as some already left when we took this photo

Today went for the long awaited football
haven been playing football for more than a year now
Really do not have the stamina to play, got really tired after just awhile
Have to train back some of the stamina during this holiday ~~if i have the determination anyway~~
This all for this time, to all of you who are having your holidays now, enjoy!^^

Still Alive =)

2009-06-21T19:54:00.009+08:00

After MIA for around 11 days, so here I am
updating my blog at last:)
Let's see, going to do thing backward here
First off,
Happy Father's Day to all the fathers in the world
and of course, my dear father =D
Well don't really know what to say..haha
not the kind of ppl to know how to say all the emotional stuff=P
So here's my dad:D

Went for Dynasty Hotel for Hi-Tea as celebration
The food there weren't really very nice
So just have to keep that in mind=P
So here's some photos

The teh tarik competition wtf

Some of the food

cakes=)

Sirap with agito beside lol

my bro's and my self made kuey teow soup and tom yam wtf

Now back to yesterday
Went back KB for the carnival
Well as expected
the carnival had not been as fun since we left the school =P
but still get to meet a lot of friends
some that i haven't seen in ages
feel nice =)

Well two papers are the past now
Two more to ~~die for~~ look forward to
so i guess i better prepare for the exam
c you all!

break

2009-06-10T23:35:00.004+08:00

Had a game of futsal today with friends from monash
It has been such a long time since i last played futsal or football
Thought i might lose all the feel of the ball
Apparently i can still play
Even though still lousily:P
It wasn't a bad game
We have fun today
As expected, Miss Chua and Miss Tan joined us

It isn't really such a bad idea to relax sometimes before the exam
Instead of shutting urself up in a room
And stuff urself with all the books and exercises
Even though i have been relaxing quite alot =p

Well i m not being really coherent here
Sentences all mixing up
Might have been due to the numbness of my fingers
or the fatigue
or my mind just refuse to work
But well who cares...
This is my personal space =D

Ok will end this here
must force myself to study
see you guys
good luck to everyone in the finals^^

ToR trailer

2009-06-02T23:33:00.003+08:00

Found this new trailer for Star Wars: The Old Republic, it was AWESOME
I knew most of you do not have the least bit of interest in star wars
but well, just wanna share the video, this trailer truly make my day, can't wait for the actual game=D
even though it is going to be a MMORPG, I'm going to give it a try

增江嘉年华，我来自新村

2009-05-31T21:16:00.010+08:00

今天给阿紫叫到增江南区华小帮忙由我来自新村举办的嘉年华会
早上7时就到了学校，当天的工作是为别人拍照，当场用电脑美化，印出日历来
当天到来帮手的人不少，多数都是校友，阿紫以前的同学
不过当中也有一些是认识的，以前中学的朋友
阿紫也还真的是受欢迎的
不断的听到
张老师，张老师
还有很多小孩找他拍照的说
接近中午二时就完了
不想多说了，也不知道要写些什么，呵呵
反正阿紫一定也会写的，他的文笔也好很多:P
接下来就放些上来照片了咯

开幕礼

sushi king^^

让小孩们穿来拍照的衣服

政雄，拿那些衣来玩=.=

我们的工作伙伴

在外为我们勤劳召生意的小孩们

阿紫扮可爱

淑欣和。。。hui san(不会写。。哈哈，不好意思）

我。。我。。。在。。。扮可爱=.=""

风仔

所有帮忙的人

过后和风仔还有政雄到1u去找laichee吃饭，顺便接他放工
结果他太忙了，我们等到4点多，才吃午餐==
好了，不多说了
很累下。。。

找寻

2009-05-27T21:51:00.008+08:00

以往对数学的兴趣

失去了

向来对物理的热诚

消失了

似乎

已对所有东西失去兴趣

没什么可以让我兴奋起来

过去再多的数学题都毫无怨言的做完

解决到花了几个小时想都不会的问题

会像小孩得到冰淇淋一样兴奋的跳

现在看到数学，就觉得很纳闷

没那耐心去想太多

不会就是不会了

物理，还是像以往那样的做

但只不过是当作例行公事般来做罢了

并不再是那么的喜欢

那股推动力

已不存在

是自己的问题？

还是别的因素

真的是不知道

即将大考了

看着其他人勤劳的做额外练习

自己连功课都最后一分钟才作

很想提起以前那份劲儿

办不到

是时候找回以前的自己

找出真正的自己

在少于三个星期的时间就大考的情况下

对自己说一句

加油

你是可以的

Is English really that hard?

2009-05-26T19:07:00.004+08:00

For you who are studying hard now...like me, ehem ehem :D
watch this video and release some stress

well hmm if you don't find this funny though..err..than don't say anything..hehe
quite a cruel game, got whack at the a** just because of laughing, have to try it sometimes:P

2009-05-24T17:20:00.002+08:00

need to start studying
need to watch less anime
need to stop playing so much games
need to have some timeout

累了

2009-05-18T21:53:00.005+08:00

不喜欢他们的最后一分钟
更不喜欢是不是都要吵一番
就是不喜欢有听我解释，我每次还没开始说
就叫我别讲
到最后闹翻天
一个组别，难免会这样
但我真的很受不了了
凡事都要听你们的，只能忍
又要说什么都没做
我真的很累了
或许是自己的问题，本来就不是很喜欢受人摆布
或许天生就不适合和别人合作
或许该多迁就别人

再多个或许也是解决不了什么，到最后，可能连自己都失去了
有时会想，难道我真的太自我，不能跟别人合得来？
有时却会觉得迁就太多，为什么别人不能迁就我
人就是那么的矛盾
很想找个平衡点
却像面对着不可能的任务
其实本身也知道我也不是很好相处罢了
尝试着去改了
但是你们，是不是还没有发觉到自己有问题呢？
太自以为是，以后必定会吃亏的

这些问题，去到哪里都会面对
这个道理知道了很久
只是纯粹发下唠叨
不然可能很快就会爆发了
人家可以解决到
我也可以的
加油

Irritated

2009-05-16T23:56:00.018+08:00

Went for an outing to midvalley with friends from Sn8p 2day

Reunion might be a better choice of word though
but oh well, who cares
Watched Star Trek, it wasn't really such a bad show
but than the whole movie was spoiled by some mindless people and the bad sound system we have there
wonder why that people nowadays can't control their urge to talk nowadays when they watch movie, at least keep your voice really low. It is understandable that the kids were noisy, but the adults too? It was bad enough that the kids were talking there, not only that the adults were not stopping them, they even joined in the conversation wtf, seriously wth was that, don't they even have common sense, even after I shamelessly turn my head back, throwing at them a sentence of "Can you guys shut the f*** up", they continued to make noise, even continuing to kick our chair, with increasing frequency, wtf. I know i was being rude, but hey i was bloody pissed off, it was in a cinema during a movie, it wasn't commercial, why can't they just keep their f***ing mouth shut. They were talking throughout the whole show. Why don't they become commentators if they like to talk so much.
A great thx to shyan for advising, telling, calming or whatever me down, or I might really burst out a series of...well u know...words that i had been conserving for years. I haven't swear a lot after my secondary school, besides the frequent wtf & wth..i really mean the rude words in hokkien or cantonese or whatever. Don't really wanna use those words again, so don't test my patience.
And there was another group of girls who...well found almost every single scene funny, giggling and laughing throughout the shows, including when people scolding others' mother and a man going for a suicide run? wth are people nowadays so easy to be entertained? But than not really pissed with them, since they have their right to laugh right :P just wondering here..lol
Oh well enough for all the idiotic things
here's some of the photos of those went to midvalley with us
I do not have Duncan's photo though, he left all of a sudden @.@

Shyan and Shangari

Shyan, Su Mein, Eloise. Shyan head too big adi,:P i wasn't trying to capture her photo 1T_T

Cheng liang and his gf, Trishil, both went for audition to become model, hope they get it=D

Khai Hong & Shavi, that guy going to study in MIT, lucky bastard=D

bro, don't do that in the public la:P

Seriously missed all of ya =)

oh ya, a note here on what happen on Thurs.
Went for blood donation, what a great man i m:P It was in Monash for 4 days and i decided to go for it...err let's say last minute? Since Thurs was the last day. Went for the donation with Yao Huang and Khai Hong. Everything went well, until when i was resting after donating the blood ( since i was the 1st among all 3 of us ) and get 1 of the shock of my life seeing Yao Huang was having a fit in the process of donating! It was seriously a shocking and horrible scene. Ok this was not the 1st time i've seen some1 having fit, but well it was my 1st time witnessing it happened to my friend. Luckily he was OK afterwards and i had to go for the psa fluid friction proj anyway.
ok that's all for today, thx for coming to this blog :D

Tagged..again

2009-05-13T23:51:00.006+08:00

Tagged by my lovely sis^^

Here's the direction: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with SIXTEEN random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose seven people to be tagged, listing their names and the reason you chose them.

1. Just finish the stupid project plan for PSA, hope it'll go without problem tomorrow and i can rest for a while^^
2. I think i should really stop playing l4d with/beside ****ley to avoid minor heart attack at young age=D
3. Hope can get the Shell scholarship, even though i know i did badly in the interview.
4. I like coffee, i want coffee...coffee! anyone?
5. I am a Star Wars freak, u know that?
6. Wanna rest...seriously 1 care-free day, doing nothing.
7. Wanna go overseas to study, even if it is just for half a year.
8. Wanna go wall climbing with joon loong(he's planning 1), if i have the money & time.
9. Wanna make the story as interesting as possible, & as grammar mistake-less as possible! even though i don't have the title yet X)
10. Wanna donate blood!^^
11. The day i can wake up AFTER 10am in the morning without any special reason like i slept at 6am in the morning...is the day to be remember(miracle might just happen).
12. I wish to have more friends, especially girls!! =D
13. Am a FF freak too
14. wishing for something that will never come true
15. waiting for saturday:)
16. time to tag....& get a sleep

who i tag
1. Kar ying ( simple..cause u are free, give u something to do:P )
2. Hui Yee ( you should be free now right..hehe )
3. Sean ( you haven do the last 1 yet..)
4. Yao Huang ( stop doing psa..hahaha )
5. Cindy ( come on do do do )
6. Ah lui ( when u free only do la )
7. Jo Lene (for no reasonXD)

what i've been doing

2009-05-12T19:46:00.013+08:00

Have been kinda busy recently with the physics lab 4,
the Rube Goldberg Machine
kinda annoyed with it, took away my whole weekend to construct, build, modify, test etc & whatever crazy thing u can think of
OK, i should have started doing it a long time ago but...well who cares, it is over now. Assembled the whole thing from...err well used item, books, boxes and whatever we can find in our house, this is the results of our hard work,
err...plus my leg...hehe
today is the day of presenting the whole stupidlooklikeabloodymixtureofrubbish machine
well..got minus marks for human intervention, eg. the 1st try our rotation part got stucked, 2nd try & 3rd try failed by not having enough amplitude for oscillation, the whole thing nvr start.
It's just not our day anyway, we tested it for the whole night and it worked quite well
all the problem surfaced today, see i even have the proof! It really worked!
Recorded my own voice too...lol

oh well...can't change anything now so just let it be.
Received the physics mid term test paper b4 we present our project, happy with the results^^
At least something to cheer for :D

Back to the earlier stuff
It so happened that today is the day for Monash scholarship presentation ceremony
received the 50% entrance scholarship
Get back half of my course fees! Yay!
This is me b4 going for the ceremony *paiseh*
Not good looking but really wanna take a photo in this shirt..hahaha
Took a few more pic with my friend after the ceremony but don't have them yet, might post later.
Seems like I am saying everything in backward order
But it doesn't really matter does it.
Now that everything is done, time to prepare for PSA lab. Have no idea what to do...but should have the idea eventually, 2 more days :D
Ohya, a happy belated mother's day to my mom!!
another belated=.=
guess i should try to be more punctual next time
never good in saying any flowery stuff...so just a simple HAPPY MOTHER's DAY, belated..that is..hahah..
anyway, gonna stop here, my hand is shaking again...has been like this since this afternoon..ermmm..i guess vibrating is a better terms =D
wonder what's going on

100 truths

2009-05-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

ok now this is the 1st time doing this, tagged by Kar Ying
well just for fun=)

001. Real Name: Lee Jun Rong
002. Nickname(s): JB long =.=
003. Age: 20
004. Horoscope: Aries
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Tadika Wen Xing ( i think this is how it is spelt:P)
007. Middle School: SJK(c) Kepong Baru
008. High School: SMK Kepong Baru
009. College School: Tarc, Monash University
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Short ( err...u mean the hair right?)
012. Loud or Quiet: err...depends...50:50 =D
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: No idea ^^
016. Drink or Smoke: Nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Not exactly
018. Eat or Drink: Stupid, pointless questions =.=""
019. Piercings: No
020. Tattoos: No way, don't suit me
021. Social or Anti-Social: Of coz social la duh...
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: I say i don't have lo
024. First relationship: never T.T
025. First Best Friend: Choon Shen ( I think so...hahahahaha)
026. First Award: Standard 1 that time for getting the 1st place ( I think so )
027. First Kiss: Parents ( whose parents nvr kiss them =.=")
028. First Pet: Fish ( I want a dog, whole family disapprove @.@ )
029. First Big Vacation: Should be Langkawi
030. First Love at first sight: Errr nope
031. First Big Birthday: I don't really remember, nvr really have any party b4
032. First Surgery: When I was small I knocked my head playing with friends (same as kar ying..lol)
033. First sport you joined: hoping in sack bag(kindergarten)
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange
035. Rock or Rap: Rock ( i dislike Rap )
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet boys (cause I dunno who the hell is NSYNC! T__T) * copied from kar ying..hahahahaha
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney Spears gua
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: Sun
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: Never tried xbox....so playstation
043. Kiss or hug: both ( I want more than that XD)
044. Iguana or turtle: Iguana
045. Spider or bee: Don't want
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer
049. Eating: Fried Rice^^
050. Drinking: Coffee, alchohol:)
051. Excitement level: For now nothing, just normal
052. I'm about to : Do my Rube Goldberg (Silly) Machine ( even the name is silly )
053. Listening to: Lost Heaven by L'arc~en~Ciel
054. Plan for today: Blog, do my math assignment, sleep
055. Waiting for: Jun Min to online to show me answer for math assignment
056. Energy Level: almost out for now..hahaha
057. Thinking of someone: Yea
058. Want kids?: Yes
059. Want to get married?: Yes if there are ppl out there who want me:)
060. When?: Wait for the someone to appear 1st lo
061. How many kids do you want: I want a soccer team:D , ok only the 2 strikers
062. Any name on the mind: .......i m bad with names....
063. What do you want to do: draw my own manga^^
065. Mellow future or wild: Mellow
066. Something you would never try: Commit suicide (only idiots do this, no offense here)
067. When do you want to die: well not planning to anyime soon, that's for sure
068. Lips or Eyes: Lips ( for what??? i like lips for kissing -.-+)
069. Romantic or Funny?: Funny
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller ( coz i don't wanna be shorter )
071. Protective or Caring?: Caring ( I can protect her^^)
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: wth....nice...everything:)
074. Sensitive or Loud?: too much of both i also don't want
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Nothing
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Hmm me?? I don't know o...trouble maker guaaa...
077. Muscular or normal: Normal
078. Kissed a stranger: Nope
079. Broken a bone: Nope
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope ( I broke my glasses but nvr lost )
081. Ran away from home: Nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Nope ( but i will be happy to have a gun^^ )
083. Killed somebody: Well i killed plenty in games
084. Broken some one's heart: Nope ( not any that i know anyway, I am a good guy u see )
085. Had your heart broken: Yea i guess so ( not really sure..hahaha )
086. Been arrested: Nope (wth)
087. Cried when someone died: Yes (i m kinda slow...cried like after the whole day of being there??)
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: How can anyone be equal to everyone=.=
089. Yourself: You mean like a friend more than myself?? Imposibble la..hahahaha
090. Miracles: I'm still well & alive
091. Love at first sight: Again????
092. Heaven: My home la baka
093. Santa Claus: I ony want the presents~~he can disappear after that X)
094. Tooth Fairy: Have I lie before?? *innocent look*
095. Kiss in the first date: Never got a date...( why so many this type of question huiyo )
096. Angels: can fly....
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yea but don't really know who is that person:P
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Yes why not!
099. Do you believe in God?: I want to
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

Tag Tag Tag
1. Huey Shyan ( so free just go & do la :P)
2. Ah Lui ( I am the 3rd 1 to tag u so u better do this..hahaha)
3. Yao Huang ( better than writing all ur emo thingy :P)
4. Wei Jie ( Just try when u are free ^^)
5. Hui Ci ( Holiday ma~~~)
6. Sean ( anything..hahaha just do it)
7. LooLoo ( old adi still can play childish game 1:P)
8. Yip Weng ( hope u will try..haha)
9. Cindy ( i need names..hehe )
10. Jo Lene ( u are here to fill up the space..hahahahahaha)

梦

2009-05-05T18:35:00.004+08:00

白狼昨晚发了一场怪梦
梦见冬菇和小老虎为他庆祝生日
还有一大班的老友
都出来给它惊喜
实在开心死了
但起身后，也不过是一场梦

说起来，白狼也很多年没庆祝过生日了
虽说外表显得满不在乎
看来心底里还是很介意
希望每年生日都能与别人一样

现在的白狼
实在是很想念那帮朋友
希望大家都在开开心心的生活着

One hell of a day

2009-05-03T19:39:00.008+08:00

Couldn't get into the net for the whole day yesterday
Have no idea what's wrong with the network
Happens once every 1 or 2 months...wtf
Stupid Streamyx, we have to pay so much for the crappy connection
everytime call them, they'll surely tell u the same thing, try to close the modem, reconnect after 10secs bla bla bla, always tell me the same thing, even i can memorise the procedure
anyhow have to bare with it...not like i have any other choice anyway
i can't even imagine my life without the internet, it is like...part of my life is gone
wonder how i survive last time at my NS camp

OK now back to business
Yesterday was a tired day, went for the Mid-Sem buddy-buddee meet, play a lot of games,
& a game of basketball there, i played like a crab( yes, a crab) i can't believe how bad i am now in basketball...even though i am nvr good in it, but not that bad!!
went to 1u at night & have a dinner at fish & co to celebrate inn kun's birthday, i bet everyone was shock to see me besides chun fei:P
i haven't been hanging out with them for a long time now
will try to make more time in the future
Now, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to inn kun( another belated birthday=.=" stupid connection yesterday)
Wish you can find a new girlfriend real soon in Sunway =P
i used the same photo as cindy & kar ying due to the difficulty in finding inn kun's photos:P

Just some thought

2009-04-30T21:58:00.012+08:00

Have been trying to do something, end up doing nothing
Ever since Tues, the last day of our mid-term, i have been so into playing games & drawing
games..well i play that all the time...so it is nothing surprising
For drawing though, i always draw when i have the mood to do it
but than surprisingly, i have the mood to draw for almost everyday
in the end neglecting almost everything, doing nothing
I have so much more important stuffs to do even though the test is over
well, I should have enough time to finish up everything:)

anyway, something that i have just drawn, nothing fancy, it's kinda dirty..& i am lazy to apply artline again, so it's not really clear =D...but well

feel free to drop some comments =D

On another matter,
I've been asked whether i have considered to become a mathematician by a friend of mine recently, & i should have study animation instead of engineering
well i did consider those options...including psychology, actuarial science astronomy, science major in physics, etc....
there are so many things that i wanna study that it is impossible for a single human being to accomplish..just call them interest:)
in the end i chose engineering..for reason that..i guess not even I really clear about
but than...well I've made my choice, might as well do my best
Have always know that interest & future are 2 different things
will try to learn bout those so-call interest when i grow up later...self study=)

新的环境，旧的生活

2009-04-27T22:05:00.007+08:00

来到了新的处所
白狼认识了许多的新朋友
多数也都是一样，由别处来到这里的
虽然说都是新的朋友
但白狼并不觉得和以前有什么不同
相反的，白狼很想念以前的朋友

好不容易
白狼混进了他们圈子
却没想到其实也是一样不起眼的
他们遇到困难，明明就在眼前
却好像透明似的
他们宁愿向比较远的朋友求救
都不向白狼开口半句

白狼并不认为自己什么都会
但能帮到的一定会尽全力帮朋友们的
白狼开始犹豫着
难道自己看起来真的那么无能，那么不友善？？
还是自己性格真的很不好，不讨人喜欢？
无奈的，白浪决定继续探讨
继续寻找自己要的东西

Late Post

2009-04-25T17:19:00.008+08:00

Have been doing well for some, doing badly for others, even though i should do better than that
this is just so like me la..wonder when i will change
never do things consistently
sometimes according to mood:)
oh well...this is still me..will try to change someday

By the way
Happy Belated Birthday to this two creatures down here

The girl who is going to become a doctor & the guy who supposingly has the D cup =)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
Was kinda busy yday so i only posted it here today
errr..the difference in size of the photos, are unintentional X)

2009-04-22T23:42:00.009+08:00

it's a test week...& everyone should be studying
THAN WHY THE HELL AM I IN FACEBOOK PLAYING FRIENDS FOR SALE!
I can see that i am not the only 1
eric, yao huang, sean have been buying pets there everyday
huey shyan was influenced by me
we have been raising the value of some ppl extraordinarily

Barney Cheong
"barney hubby^^ (strictly NOT FOR..."
value:

$736,403,855
cash:

$43,954,515
owner:

David Rusli
pets:

5
network:

Malaysia

wth is this, how can he be so bloody damn expensive!!!! hahahaha..ok we play no part in this...i just stumbled on him & saw that he is soooo expensive & thought i should shared it out here XP

& for the quizes of facebook
i don't really know what's so addictive bout them
but than i am addicted too...have been taking quiz for everyday. my daily job :P
anyway..must force myself to study..hahaha if i can ever do that
dynamics exam up next on fri=)

2009-04-21T20:58:00.004+08:00

1 down 3 to go...
so bloody tired la...
i....craved...for...more sleep!!

btw..happy birthday to Lee Hau Keat!!
not that he'll see this anyway..haha

和朋友的一晚

2009-04-19T21:54:00.010+08:00

i am gonna blog this in chinese
there are others who blog this in english anyway, if you wan search them out:P

昨晚去了kota kemuning和大学的朋友bbq
很远下，不过算了，也不是说会时常这样（希望啦。。呵呵）
好了，到了sean的家，女的在厨房忙着（还有一两个男的），准备意大利面和沙拉，叫我们去起火
说实在的，不是很想起，结果留在厨房帮大家洗东西。。呵呵

说实在的，当晚并不算是bbq（至少在我眼中啦。。哈哈）
大部分的人都在吃，只有我们几个人在烧
对我而言bbq最好玩的就是在烤食物的过程，真的是不明白为什么当晚没什么人要烤
或许是那烤炉笑了些，不过。。。有些人还真的是等吃罢了=.=
过后yun xin决定和她的男朋友提早庆祝生日
被大家逼他们吻对方。。。不过才都不到那一秒，=.=
没有人来得及拍照。。哈哈
回家时发现chea yii他们没有跟上来，原来迷路了
幸好后来他们还是找到路，不然可以准备睡街了咯

对了，忘了当晚的主角
sean可爱的妹妹。。。这位7岁的小妹妹，所说的一切真的是让我们哭笑不得
以下是其中个例子

A: you know , people always say me very cute you know…
Joon Loong: -thinks for a while- oh i’m sorry .. i didn’t know bout that.. i think you’re cute… -i’m being honest k-
A: it’s okay , i understand , i forgive you ..

ok i copied this from joon loong's blog i admit it..but this is sooooo classical:P

这就是sean可爱的妹妹

eric(庆祝生日的人）

当晚有去的一些人

当晚唯一的“鬼佬”，来自澳洲的。。帅吗？？自己定段。。呵呵

我。。。咯。。。
全部人=D

好了今天就写着这些。。。没什么灵感。。

白狼的故事 - 漫游天涯

2009-04-17T22:25:00.004+08:00

白狼作了决定
要离开这片森林
以四海为家，到外闯一闯
它并没有向谁道别
只是望了望森林
把所有的记忆都收藏在脑海里就走了

在旅程中，它来到了一个旧农场
以为是个被遗弃了的地方
它打算进去寻找食物
万没想到遇见了一位小女孩
白狼并不想吃人类，更不想吓这坏小孩，转身想走
没想到小女孩并不怕它，反而还靠近它，抚摸它
望着这天真的小孩，白狼似乎看到了它从来没有的朋友
就这样，白狼陪了小女孩整晚
原来小女孩是迷了路，才来到这地方
而不怕它的原因更因为是把它当成了一只狗

到了清晨，外方传来很多人类的声音
白狼知道是来寻找小女孩的
悄悄地，把沉睡的小女孩留在那儿
自己躲进了附近的树林里
看着一班大人走了进农场的旧仓库
带着兴奋的小女孩出来
而在离开农场的刹那，小女孩转头对着树林微笑
仿佛是对着位这认识了不久的朋友道别
白狼也笑了，是在它出生至今少有的笑容
就这样，走向树林深处，
白狼继续它的旅程

some ranting

2009-04-15T23:54:00.005+08:00

ok half of the holidays have passed
& i haven really do anything productive yet
my leg isn't recovering
it should be ok by now but for some reason i m feeling strange
my brain is a mess now
studying for the test isn't really going well
not much to study, but lots of tough ques
guess i have to spend more time studying for the next few days

Elephant Visit

2009-04-14T21:19:00.020+08:00

Don't really know how to start this off...but than, here it goes
woke up early for the elephant 2day
have to reach monash by 8am, joined the nature club's activity to visit the elephant in Kuala Gandah, yupe..u heard it right, u read it correctly, i JOINED the nature club
well continue on the story
while still in super sleepy mode, we board the bus & sleep lol
sleep through out the whole journey to Kuala Gandah except for the half an hour stop for breakfast
reach the place at 11sth, earlier than expected
had our lunch & watch some video on how to capture elephant & wad they do to them
than finally is the time we are waiting for!
get to see the elephants, feed them ride them,
too bad can't shower with them(to be exact is play water with them, not exactly eager for it but well) since the water level of the river 2day is quite high
reached monash way earlier than estimated & is pretty exhausted
well, as quoted by someone, let the photos do the talking

The surrounding

The Toilet XD

where we have our lunch

some photos around the place

some funny looking elephant...lol

elephant's bones

ok i know u guys don't really wanna see me right? Here goes the elephants!

this poor thing was attacked by a tiger before she was rescued, lost her tail.

hmm the older elephants

the elephant at the left side is actually 71...er or 79 years old wtf...i can't really remember wellXD

everyone trying to feed the elephant, it looks kinda pampered..lol

well me & the elephant, wait wth is the malay posing behind me?? lol

Michelle & Amylin riding the elephant

Me, Jun Min & Khai Hong riding the elephant, ok i know i don't look all that excited, but the elephant ride was really kinda fun

The group photo of everyone from the Nature club who went for the trip

I guess that's all, i m really bloody tired now...so gonna stop here
~ciao~

独行的白狼

2009-04-13T20:44:00.022+08:00

在森林里穿梭着
几乎森林的每个角落都走过了
白狼，还是找不到属于自己的地方
大家时时都很羡慕白狼
说它有本事，朋友多
白狼其实并不否认
朋友，的确有很多
认识的人，也不少
但没有人晓得
知心的它找不到
它并没有真正属于自己的朋友圈子
在大家面前
它只是一味的笑着
和平时没什么不同
独个儿时，
看着森林里的动物都有属于自己的圈子
时常在一起游玩
分享生活的点滴
唯独自己四处独行
白狼不禁感叹

它，只能像以往一样
站在一旁
观看这班朋友
守护着他们
渐渐的
深夜降临了
悄悄的，它转身
慢步走了
回去属于自己的家

人生，天资

2009-04-12T23:27:00.008+08:00

许多人时时都在追求着自己没有的东西
洋房，跑车
这些物质上的东西
或许都还可以努力追求到
满足到自己的欲望
但一旦到了所谓的天资
都时常会怨天尤人
说上天亏待自己
或是那这些当作是借口
什么不会做时
就会说我没有别人那么聪明
之类的东西

但实际上每个人都有自己的不同
与其时常烦恼自己的缺点
责怪自己不比别人好
尝试喜欢自己
把自己所有的，发挥出100%
掩盖自己的缺点
充实的活下去
这样生活反而更有意义

没有人是完美的
或许有些人的确在某方面比别人突出
但那是因为他们懂得发挥出自己的所长
只要不憎恨自己的不过
每个人，都能出头
大家，加油！

- LOVELESS -

2009-04-12T08:48:00.010+08:00

This has been out for quite some time now, LOVELESS is a book of poems in the world of FINAL FANTASY VII, it appears the most in the video game FINAL FANTASY VII: CRISIS CORE. I kinda like it so i posted it up here:P

Prologue (Poem)
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Prologue (Interpreted)
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Act I (Poem)
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act I (Interpreted)
The infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war

One is taken captured, one flies away
And the last becomes a hero

But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again

Act II (Poem)
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Act II (Interpreted)
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation

He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss

But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends

Act III (Poem)
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Act III (Interpreted)
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends

Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again

Act IV (Poem)
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely

Act V (Poem)
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Of course there is a japanese version since this is from a FINAL FANTASY game after all, not gonna post it up though, if you are interested, search it out=D.

On a few stuffs

2009-04-11T23:24:00.009+08:00

Just updating on a few things that happen recently
ok 1st off went for shell's scholarship interview on Thurs
the whole thing don't really went on well
i think i accidentally swear(whispered it) once in there XD
hope the interviewer nvr heard it
ok overall didn't do as badly as i imagined but still not really satisfied with it

Went to Monash after that for the last class
almost every single human being that i met asked me why wear so formal=.=
ok i guess that might attract some attention
met wei leong, shi yunn & the dancing group before goin home
they are preparing for the MDFC Dance Concert
i was tired that time so i decided not to stay back
ok that turn out to be a bad choice...a really bad 1
i got a minor accident on my way home in front of 1u
i hit another car on the back, luckily nothing serious
have to pay for the repair fees or sth

Yesterday though, really feel pointless going to the uni
we have around an hour class of dynamics before the alarm went off
went for a drill....walk around chatting with friends
than i have 3 hours of break as our math lecturer has a high fever
we went for a lunch at zanmai in pyramid for yao huang's farewell
wth do u have to change to studying law!!
ok anyway a few more will be leaving soon so we should prepare for it
i might post some photos on the lunch later

Originally plan to study 2day...
in the end i am here for almost the whole day
oh well..gotta make up some time tmr
anyway that's all~~

Hi there

2009-04-11T08:14:00.004+08:00

Well this is my 1st post, nothing much to talk about
never thought that i might start to blog again though
my last blog was deserted by me 3 years ago...lol
well anyway will try not to forget about this blog like the last time:P
Hmm..that's all what i am gonna say
will update the blog soon